What to do with my boyfriend?

My boyfriend and I have been living together for a year and it has been a long hard year with finance crisis but all went well at the last minute.His parents are here for a month we spent xmas and new year with them,The first day when the mum was here two days later she was complaining of how am not a good house wife character I do not clean enough(he told me so in private).I decided to wake up the next morning and spring cleaned the whole day cause they are here on Holiday and I want to make them very comfortable .I clean three bedroom house alone and hand wash I am not a lazy person.I ran out of money I bought lots of the house hold stuff before the parents came and my pay check is due to come any time soon.He told me he had few money left and I promised him all would be well as I would be getting my check.

I feel weird sometimes around the mum she speaks German and I try my best to speak to her as she can not speak English am not a good German speaker but I try hard.I am Spanish speaking .Last year we used to fight verbally a lot cause I had no money it was not easy for me to get a job but the end of year all went well as I got a temporary job which paid me very well.I work as well from home as a massage therapist,part time model and Actress due to the holiday and traveling my business has gone down.We have been going out for meals every night for two weeks in upmarket restaurant and it pains me knowing how much it costs to eat out.Well for he past year I have been miserable every month to be told to move out if I have no money.When there is money all is well I am so happy with him he makes me feel good .

Two days ago I made the worst mistake ever I left home at 3am went to a friend’s place and he was mad .I think subconsciously it has been eating me up deep down in my heart and building up.I love him dearly we have an age difference his older than me but that is not the problem.His not a wealthy guy he can afford to look after himself and I love him the way he is .I have to contribute as well which I agree .when ever am broke I know the fight will start.
So now he told me the best is I move out of the house end of February .This time I could not cry like as usual or beg him to stay with him I actually thought it could be a good idea though it does not change the way I feel about him.He also mentioned we could still see each other when am out of the house.All this is happening in front of his parents and I feel bad I do not know what they think of me.Now they are gone for the day the will be back tonight.When I asked him if my daughter 9years old and I are invited he said he did not have money on him,well that shows I was not invited.I have been looking for apartment to move next month and looking for a school for my daughter as well.I am heart broken I hope he understands how I feel which I doubt.What hurts the most is to be told to my face to go he thinks we can not live together.I do not ask for anything from accept for love which is good enough for me. I wish I could know that he loves me a bit I would be happy .Nothing is wrong with me that I think I can not meet another man.I sometimes think I have given too much in this relationship.When we go out no one believes all the chores I do at home and the most people think he spoils me .All I have I bought it from my own sweat including half of the furnisher.I get friends asking me why am with him if he can not provide for me but that is not what am looking for.I love this man so much that I feel so lost right now.H e can not see the way I feel about him if he knew how much he means to me he would not tell me to move out.I wash his clothes and I always shower with him and even wash his body .At night I would sit with him no matter how tired I am I will wait for him to go to bed if he goes early to sleep I join him.When he is not feeling well I stress so much.I give him space when he want to watch his program.I love him so much that I always want to see him happy.If he wants me out and it it makes him happy I will do it for his sake
At the moment I feel I have given enough that I can not give any longer.I am human we have had our fights and am the only who has to beg for forgiveness it is like a song .Last night I thought carefully the only time I ever enjoyed with him was the first three months I met him.what can I do I need an advice before I do something I might regret.Should move out or talk to him to stay and try and work things out.I am really mixed up right now ,thank you for taking time to read

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